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it's been a while since i write anything here,

ad we've already been through a quarter of the year. 

last year is a remarkable year in my life and I've been going through a lot of ups and downs. 

i started writing, filming and editing videos as well as uploading them  

I'm not fairly proud of every one of them but all of them contains a certain memory of mine that i want to share. 

as I'm uploading them, i felt challenged and blocked by many other people out there who's doing the same thing.

with my self-expectation, i kinda pushed myself a bit too much to a point that I don't feel like doing it anymore. 

BUT 

I know i want to continue it and i want to be success in many other things that's been going on in my life.

i screwed up sometimes, i'm a little bit too messed up but it's okay.

here's what i have for the rest of the year.

- i want to write at least one thing by the end of the week. 

- do everything i need to do and more for school work 

-make at least one video every other week

- keep going on and everything will be okay as long as you're willing to do it! 

cheers to my future self and to you who needs a bit more challenge in life.